Its Only My Memory

Some memories are so painful to remember because they were beautiful, wonderful and extraordinary that it makes you cry every time you smile thinking about it because you’ll never be able to experience it again with that special person that once meant the world to you.
My mother was fond of snaps and pictures . As a reasult I have plenty of pictures and video .
I always enjoyed viewing them , but now they dont excit me , from the time maa left me 10 years back .

Fairy Maa

“Maa , you are a fairy,” I said. My mother laughed a loud and I said  “I am serious, Maa" .
You know everything.” “Beta , my soul is connected to you and so I know everything which you need . When you grow older, you will not need me,” she said.
“No, Mom, I will always need you. Nothing can change that,” I said.
Life has moved on since I lost my fairy Maa 10 years back and she was wrong about one thing ... I still need her .

Miracle

ये मौजेज़ा भी मुहब्बत कभी दिखाये मुझे
के संग तुझपे गिरे और ज़ख़्म आये मुझे

वो मेरा दोस्त है सारे जहाँ को है मालूम
दग़ा करे वो किसी से तो शर्म आये मुझे


वोही तो सबसे ज़ियादा है नुक्ता-चीं मेरा
जो मुस्कुरा के हमेशा गले लगाये मुझे

वो मेहरबाँ है तो इक़रार क्यूँ नहीं करता
वो बद-ग़ुमाँ है तो सौ बार आज़माये मुझे

मैं अपनी ज़ात में नीलाम हो रहा हूँ 'क़तील'
ग़म-ए-हयात से कह दो ख़रीद लाये मुझे

Happy New Year 2018

Signing Off 2017

Signing off 2017 with the most beautiful thing which could ever happen to me , a gift for life in the form of my daughter "Baru"
She has given new meaning to life and a whole new dimension to it .

My Baru

So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very Merry Christmas
And a happy new year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

Baru & Papa

I have never seen papa so emotional about someone. From the day my daughter Baru has come , papa has been too happy about it . Even my niece think the same that they have not got the love which Baru is getting from Nanajee .

My father has always been a very systematic person with defined daily schedule. His daily activities are pre planned and defined. His time for walk , music , phone , tv , food and sleep , everything is well structured . He also makes sure that he goes back to bed on time .

But Baru has just mess-up everything for him . The reason has been papa himself . His closeness and fondness for Baru has been immense. Even a slightest of noise makes him restless .

I never saw papa coming out of his room at 3 AM to see why she is crying . He also makes sure that he spends too much time with her .

I could also se that he enjoys every moment with her . And I have to admit that Baru is so sweet .