Failed As a Son

A old picture from the album . Maa seems so happy and excited . 
I failed as a son . I always thing I was not able to provide the happiness which my sisters gave . 
They were much connected and concerned towards the feelings Maa had for us . 
I missed that opportunity and its not a good feeling at all . This feeling will die with me . 
There were times when she needed me the most , but somehow, I was not so bothered nor ever thought that the implications would be so deep . 
Now when I am serious , she is no more . 
This is my side of the story . Maa always though I was the best son on this planet . 
May be all mother think the same way . They don't have an insight or idea on when a son fails . 
She was simple & divine , but I missed the opportunity to service . 

My sisters were much more concerned , connected and intelligent ....they delivered ON TIME .