Being Lonely

Tomorrow is my marriage anniversary .I and Jayanti got married in 2006 , so this is going to be our 8th Anniversary .

But more than being excited about this day , I am back in the case with the same cycle of events which went through in 2008 .

I will again lose my mother after 8 days from today . As 2nd Feb is coming nearer , my fear grows .

Strange , but i do see her leaving every year during this phase of the year .

The mood across would be the same , Babidi , Momi and Nanhi ...all would be in the same mood .

No idea till when I will see Maa leaving me alone ...every year .  

I am not alone but lonely without you Maa