Wednesday 29 January 2014

Kyun Main Jaagoon



This song always remind me of the 3rd day of my realization that I have lost my mother . 5th Feb 2008, my world was shaken , totally destroyed ...with no idea what NEXT
It was difficult to understand that I would not see nor hear her voice any more .

Saturday 25 January 2014

Being Lonely



Tomorrow is my marriage anniversary .I and Jayanti got married in 2006 , so this is going to be our 8th Anniversary .
But more than being excited about this day , I am back in the case with the same cycle of events which went through in 2008 .
I will again lose my mother after 8 days from today . As 2nd Feb is coming nearer , my fear grows .
Strange , but i do see her leaving every year during this phase of the year .
The mood across would be the same , Babidi , Momi and Nanhi ...all would be in the same mood .
No idea till when I will see Maa leaving me alone ...every year .  
I am not alone but lonely without you Maa

Thursday 16 January 2014

Molli


Yesterday , there was a move being telecast on MGM channel "Molli"
Its a fact based comedy about a man who has to take care of his sister when she is released from an institution. The autistic sister undergoes a new medical treatment that not only cures her but turns her into a genius.
Autism is a disorder of neural development characterized by impaired social interaction and verbal and non-verbal communication, and by restricted, repetitive or stereotyped behavior.
Since it was a English move , I had almost no interest , till Jayanti told me about the character Molli , a girl with some unusual mind .
Jayanti also narrated one line which just got stuck in my mind .
"People don’t say what they feel , and what they don’t feel , they keep saying "
Perfect observation and thought . Its too difficult although , I myself feel I too fall under this bracket of human being . May be this is the reason why we purely convey and receive through brain .

If you see through heart, Molli was not ailing from disorder, we do .But this universe is strange and so do we .




Wednesday 1 January 2014

Happy New Year Maa & Jhumi

2014 ...Happy New Year Maa & Jhumi
You both used to be the 1st one I wished always . Since you both have left me alone ,
I can just pray .
Love you Maa and miss you each moment .