Birthday of my daughter

Yesterday was my younger sister's birthday . She is my daugher now as i did Her Kanya daan . I knew she would be down , remembering maa . Went to her place and she was so excited seeing me . I feel blessed to have her , so pure at soul and still a cute little bacchi .

Since we all including her hubby , kid were sitting in the same room , i just followed her to the kitchen to put back the plate . She couldn’t stopped herself and tightly hugged me and was down remembering Maa , who always used to tell bauji " mera baccha ka birthday hai , aap isko bahar khila ker le aaiye “

I didn’t had words to comfort or justify .

I always feel she has been handed over to me by Maa .

My faveroute Goddess : Maa Saraswati

My faveroute Goddess : Maa Saraswati

All details from Wikipedia
Saraswati is the Hindu goddess of knowledge, music, arts and science. She is the companion of Brahma, also revered as his Shakti (power). It was with her knowledge, that Brahma created the universe.

Saraswati is strongly associated with flowing water in her role as a goddess of knowledge. She is depicted as a beautiful woman to embody the concept of knowledge as supremely alluring. She possesses four arms, and is usually shown wearing a spotless white saree and seated on a white lotus or riding a white swan.

According to writer Sailen Debnath

1. Saraswati is the goddess of learning, and not a god; and this feminine aspect signifies creativity, as a woman can originate a human being in her womb.
2. White colour of the goddess signifies spotless character and immaculate mind.
3. Seated on an inverted white lotus meaning to be in search of the light of knowledge.
4. White swan is the vehicle of the goddess; and this is indicative of inquisitiveness.
5. The Goddess is playing the vina; and this signifies harmony of all mental strings, agencies and attitudes.
6. The goddess is worshipped with Palash, a red odourless flower; and this symbol is indicative of being free from putrefied preconceptions.
7. Inkpot with pen and books as symbols."

Blind Faith

Was on a discussion with my bauji today morning and he was telling me an interesting fact on "FAITH"

Faith is always "andha vishwas" ...which many of us reject and so do I . But here the term is used purely for divine , its not for the rituals or followings which we perform .

I have always been fascinated by this term and try to keep as blind as possible . Today there was one reason attached to it .

Bauji said , if you attach reason to faith , its not faith , its information then and then the next stage cannot be faith . It would be falling back on something on few experiments which were done and proved succesful . The moment you attach reason to it …Mind comes and soul is out .

RamKrishana always emphasised on Andha Vishwas ...Faith ...true ....why there has to be a reason for everything ...kuch cheeze bewajah bhi honi chahie.

 

Amazing though to start my day with ....love you bauji...mere janamaan

Please GOD ....Please Accpet My Request

You talk about any religion, the basics are the same when it comes to universe . That said , any creation or destruction is owned by divine .

Death – Bhagavad Gita

He who lives the inner life knows that death is truly his resting-room. To him, death is anything but extinction. It is a meaningful departure. When our consciousness is divinely transformed, the necessity of death will not arise at all. To transform life, we need Peace, Light, Bliss and Power. We cry for these divine qualities. They cry for our aspiration. They are equally anxious to grant us everlasting life. But until our body, vital, mind, heart and soul aspire together, the divine Power, Light, Bliss and Peace cannot possess us.

The body has death, but not the soul. The body sleeps, the soul flies.

Holy Qur'an:

" Tell those who are running away from death that one day they will be trapped unaware and produced before Almighty. They will be called upon to answer for their action by Him Who is All-Knowing".

Bible

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
Then, when our dying bodies have been transformed into bodies that will never die, this Scripture will be fulfilled:
“Death is swallowed up in victory.
O death, where is your victory?
O death, where is your sting?”

There is no word to express what happens when God’s will manifest . 

God – Can you please stop giving shock when it comes to death …please accept and let people know in advance so that we can prepare for the difficult time to come …Please GOD …Please Accept My Request

My death - Again

Today , from morning itself I feel strong presence of my mother .And then at 9.45 PM , its as if she has again left me alone forever. This day always troubles me , things which I never want to remember ....keep spinning in my mind .

Its 11 PM now , her heart beat is quiet …and I am dead again

2nd FEB - TIME STOPS FOR ME

Jala hai jism jahan dil bhee jal gaya ho gaa....

2nd Feb , the day maa left me forever on a journey .unseen unknown

I was performing my puja few days back and just thought of opening the sari which she wore on 2nd , the last day . I felt her presence and as if she was there . I was able to feel the fragrance and smell . Still feel, what can be one thing through which I can see and touch her again . Her voice and laugh , all time ...always in my soul .