You departed I departed

You are in me 

I am in you 

You were born
I was born
You had a play time
I had a play time
Things were tough for you
Things were tough for me
You sacrificed
I sacrificed
You slept hungry
I slept hungry
You didn't had a penny
I didn't had a penny
 
Then you got married
 
Your life changed
My life changed
You struggled for better life
I struggled for better life
You had lovely daughters
I had lovely sisters
You had pain
I had pain
Good time came for you
Good time came for me
You were joyful
I was joyful
You smiled
I smiled
You laughed
I laughed
 
And then
You departed
I departed
 
The curtains were down for you
The curtains were down for me

 

Dress For Me

Baru was at home today due to cold .
She had her breakfast
Listened to Justin Bieber songs
Played with her doll house
Then she was bored
She came to me with an idea that she wanted to stitch my cloths
I had some work
Asked her to make a print of it so that I can understand
She made 8 items each of Shirts and Trousers
 
And at the end "Love you daddy"
She calls me daddy when she speaks English

I am called papa when she speaks in Hindi

Good Night My Angel

Goodnight, my angel
Time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day
I think I know what
You've been asking me
I think you know
What I've been trying to say
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Wherever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to sleep
And still so many things I want to say
Remember all the songs
You sang for me
When we went sailing
On an emerald bay
And like a boat out on the ocean
I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark
And deep inside this ancient heart
You'll always be a part of me

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful
Your life will be
Someday, your child may cry
And if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart

There will always be a part of me

Miss You Dad

Miss you dad
I love you dad 
When you will be back dad 
I stayed back for you dad 
You are my darling dad
I feel so happy when you kiss me on my nose 
My nose is yours dad 
My chick is yours dad 
I started eating chicken for you dad 
I can only share with you dad 
I miss you in school dad 
I sang well , are you happy dad 
I want to make you happy dad 

These are the daily stats of my 7 years old daughter 

The best thing which has happened to me , my daughter 

Who Wants You When You Lose

Who wants you when you lose 

May be friends 
May be family 
May be pets 

Not sure 
but after you lose your mother 
there is hardly anyone who is there 
Expecting just love from you 

Winning & losing doesn't matter 
Even a loser , but there is no weightage 
its just love , with no reason 

Be careful 
try not to discuss with anyone 
Try to manage it all yourself 
When you break , when you lose 
Since you have lost your mother 
No one can understand you

And no one will 

Money is Money

Money is important and its very important.
But there is a limit to this as it’s with all other things.
I feel more than having money, its important how its spend.
Also, who all are benefited other than we .
I am very clear
After a Point "Money is just Money"

Now this point varies from person to person . 

For someone , it can be a lacs , for others it can be Billion.  

Live life, spend money, but it’s also equally important to spend on those whom you don't know, they have contributed in what we are today.

Future Planning

I was never a great planner . Every month , the last day used to be a mess since there was nothing left in my wallet .
Today and present were my style of leading life .
Few years back , got introduced to mutual funds , Term life and savings .
Even my family is happy that I have now learned a bit to plan and secure my future .
But I still feel there is more to it .
 
The best plan for future could be Wonderful memories + some fund .

I sometime mess with my memory , but ultimately if I am on earth , more than anything , I feel "wonderful memory " would be my best planning .

Time : Stop for me

Today morning my daughter was getting ready for her school . The school reopened after a long summer holiday .
She got up at 6 AM and was joyful as always .
I came back from my normal walk and exercise and asked her to get inside the bathroom .
Her reaction was " papa let me ask clock to stop for me : Clock stop "
I want to play more and then will get ready
And I was stunned with the idea , is it possible

If Yes , How 

PatchWork

We are each a patchwork quilt of those who have loved us 
those who have believed in our futures 
those who showed us empathy and kindness 
or told us the truth , even when it wanst easy to hear 
those who told us we could do it when there was absolutely no pfoor of that 
someone read stories to you and tought you to dream 
and offered up some moral code of right and wrong for you to try and live by 
Someone tried their best to explain every concept in this insanely complex world 
To the child that is me 
 This is the time to say THANK YOU to our mother father brother sisters and friends . 

Times Don't Fly

Today marks another year in her absence .  

The absence of someone who loved me, cheered for me and who taught me that I could fly .
She was more confident then me and my ability .
She was standing before I could sense that challenges are coming my way .
It took years for me to understand that I could fly , and when i did , she was not there to see .

I still feel lost without her.

What the Animals Eat

Today was zoo trip for Baru . She was excited from early morning and the main reason was her passion for birds . But with all excitement , there was still a fear that there would be dogs in the zoo , she is too afraid of dogs . Through out the visit , her questions circled around where animals eat junk foods like pizza and pasta .  Finally she was convinced since she saw the elephant eating bamboo leaves. 

A complete day for her :)