Reinventing Myself

 

I am blessed with a kid , Baru

Most precious in my life , she is just 4 now .

Started with her Nursery journey few months back and it seems start of my journey as well .

Its impossible to express my feeling in words , each moment seems a special gift from the divine .

The class have stared and the school is done with A-J and 1-10 .

My baby is still in the process of moving beyond D and 4 :) ...and in the process I am also stuck .

its so difficult to explain each word while writing .

My syllabus in Nursery are patience & perseverance , and believe me ....its not easy ....I know you all have as well went through .

Mattress

The mattress in my fathers room was a old mattress , made of cotton , the old style . It was a old mattress which was with him from past 18-20 years . It also had memories linked to my mother and so from past 1 month my father was worried about its condition . The mattress was in bad shape with patches all around and which needed immediate care .

Finally yesterday , he called the local guy who made mattress out of cotton . We took the mattress to his shop and finally after through inspection , he came to a conclusion that this matters cant be repaired because the cotton is dead , cant be reused and refilled .

The only option was to go for a new mattress .

I could see the pain of losing one of another last possession he had from Bokaro . May be these are the items which make him be attached to his memories with Maa .

Finally the new mattress was delivered yesterday evening , but the whole day he kept telling me about the story of the old mattress .

Memories

 

The power of memories , it makes your past , a "Present " .

My past has been so glorious and happy that now , every weekend , most of my time goes in bringing back my past to Present .

The time spend with my mother , my sisters together and the old Bokaro days , resource wise it was not so fulfilling , but there was a satisfaction that we all were together .

I also had a pet named "Jhumi" . She was the 7th member of the family , present all around and at all important functions .

Sometimes you never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory . This has happened to me as well .

May be this is my way of holding on the things which I love and cherish .