जब दीप जले आना

Few songs are very close to me , one of them is this song  from movie “Chitchor” . Papa and maa used to sing this song very often and I could see their love for each other . Maa was never good in rhythm  and pitch , but with papa , she learned how to follow to make her flow in sync . She was always sweet . After listening to this song today , my  good old memories came back .

Song Link : 
 Jab Deep Jale Aana

Walking Through The Life And Learning

There is nothing to teach , but to share.

I have seen , the questions of life remain the same , only the answers differ from person to person.

Its really difficult to understand self if you don’t share . Sometimes what I do is not even known to me , but I do . One thing is for sure , everything is a gift from the divine . It has to be taken as it is handed over to us and respected . There are times when things are taught to us may be too negative for us to realize and understand on the surface , but ultimately the motive is pure love ...nothing else.

There is also restriction when you are normal . Even people expect you to behave in a particular manner since you are normal . But seems the fun in when you are crazy , now you have all the right to do what you want . People also don’t feel bad and the acceptance is huge , since , now you are not normal anymore .Yes I agree that we are more concerned about how we are taken in the society .

There are moment when you feel your dream is impossible and so you believe in it . And then you feel that actually the dreams are possible , now you are scared . Since now you know you are alone held responsible for its outcome .

Its always easy to blame others for the failure of your dream and outcome , but ultimately life is all about how you always wanted it to be .

पलना

चन्दन का पलना, रेशम की डोरी
झूला झुलाऊँ निंदिया को तोरी

सो जा तू ऐसे मोरी सजनिया
सजिया पे सोये जैसे दुल्हनिया
चन्दा का टीका माथे लगाऊँ
तारों की माला तुझको पिहनाऊँ
तोहे सुलाऊँ गा गा के लोरी
झूला झूलाऊँ निंदिया को तोरी

ऊँचे गगन से कोई बुलाये
आई हैं परियां डोला सजाये
साजन से मिलने दूर चली जा
उड़के तू निंदिया फूर चली जा
चन्दा पुकारे आजा चकोरी
झूला झूलाऊँ निंदिया को तोरी
चन्दन का पलना.

Everything comes to an end One day

Nothing new or alien to discuss , but today I lost a loved one . I am helpless with nothing in control . Standing by the side and looking at life , losing my loved ones one by one .  My sister was so down in Kolkata that she was not in a condition to talk . I was again back to the same basic question which has always troubled me . Life has come to a stage where good news comes seldom . Also when everything has to come to an end , what for we are running around .

Have you Done this ?

Have you bought balloons in the past few years

Have you played with dolls

Have you bought color papers and pencils

Have you made paper toy windmill

Have you painted and written on walls

Have you made paper boats

Have you laughed without any reason and made faces

Have you played in the ground
Have you narrated stories 

NO 

So you don’t have kids . The soul is healed by being with kids , as in this almost life on the assembly line , they fill all the colors .