Giving Birth

Creation is in the hand of god . When you create , you somehow help divine is achieving and pursuing his plan .

Not every human being feels the need to do so , but if you ask me personally , I feel it to be a part of the absolute and mandatory for one to be complete .

Having children isn’t just about making sure that your family name exists in this universe , but  connecting to this spiritual force that has the potential to open your heart to the universal and unconditional love that is piousness.

 Not everyone who has a child experiences it as this outer space force, and not everyone who doesn’t pursues understand  the dynamism of the creation.

But at the same time, if you have a baby, and you are a mother, that being will forever be on your mind and in your heart. Its almost obvious on how  much you love and think about them, because you will never have your own priority again. 

Your child will always be with you, and inside you.

Birthday of my daughter

Yesterday was my younger sister's birthday . She is my daugher now as i did Her Kanya daan . I knew she would be down , remembering maa . Went to her place and she was so excited seeing me . I feel blessed to have her , so pure at soul and still a cute little bacchi .

Since we all including her hubby , kid were sitting in the same room , i just followed her to the kitchen to put back the plate . She couldn’t stopped herself and tightly hugged me and was down remembering Maa , who always used to tell bauji " mera baccha ka birthday hai , aap isko bahar khila ker le aaiye “

I didn’t had words to comfort or justify .

I always feel she has been handed over to me by Maa .