Aapki Yaad Aati Rahi Raat Bhar

Aap ki yaad aati rahi raat bhar
Chash-m-e-nam muskuraati rahi raat bhar
Aap ki yaad aati rahi raat bhar
Raat bhar dard ki shamaa jalati rahi
Gam ki lau tharatharaati rahi raat bhar -

Baansuri ki surili suhaani sadaa
Yaad banabanake aati rahi raat bhar -

Yaad ki chaand dil mein utarati rahi
Chaandani dagamagaati rahi raat bhar -

Koi divaanaa galiyon mein phirataa rahaa
Koi aavaaz aati rahi raat bhar ...

Seene me jalan

So finally my song "Seene me jalan , aakhon me tufaan sa kyu hai "
pictured on Farooq Shaikh ....left us forever .
I am too sad ... "tum chale jaaoge to sochenge ..humne kya khoya ...humne kya paaya "
So all loss ...
Life is really moving at a juncture , where good news are rare ...and above all ...all my favorite things are coming to an end .
What can i do ...what should I do ...all is open and unclear ...and this year has ended with the final closure...Farooq is no more .
No words ....just some though
"kya koi nayee baat nazar aati hai humme ...aaiynaa  humme dekh ke hairan kyu hai "

Farooq Sheikh ...My Actor Has left for his final journey

My morning was normal , woke up at 7 AM . till 9 AM , all was good . Then the news flashed ...FAROOQ SHEIKH is no More .

I was shocked and sad . So my favorite actor has left for his final journey

His films were so close to me ..and even papa loved him a lot . chesme Baddor , Sath Sath , Rang Birangi ....We always used to enjoy his innocent and lovely performance . May be I have come to a stage where my loved once have started leaving me .

May his soul rest in peace .

Small Town New Year

 This month and the next one always reminds me of my small town memories . This season used to be month of party and picnic .

there were 6 quarters in the society and we used to be so close bound as if relatives .

In Dec and Jan , there was contribution from all the houses , some used to give rice , some daal , some vegetables and then picnic at the lawn of someone .

Amazing feeling and satisfaction and the level of personal effects and love for each other .

Maa was too good in pulao and aloo gomi mix . I used to wait for this month the whole year .

Its completely changed now .

Delhi is not my kind of city , still it has given me so much . I do respect , but my love still goes back to my small town "Bokaro".

May be because all my memories are still somewhere there .

Maa

If you search my posts , the maximum posts are on Maa . Even with the same Subject .

There are so many reasons. I know I keep repeating myself , but its there on my mind always every moment .

There are times when I see so many people around me , some special , some very special , some soo close to me , some concerned , some worried ....so I have been fortunate to have them all .

But when it comes to sharing my deepest feelings ...I miss Maa .

It might be smallest of thing ..which might not have excite all , but she would have.

My personal excitement on few of the subjects have always been suppressed by me since the time she left me alone .

Thoda Hai Thode Ki Zarurat hai

Few of the things which excited me from the presentation by Randy Pausch of Carnegie Mellon University

•  Childhood dreams ..most important in life
• Enabling the dreams of others
• Inspiration to dream
• Keep the fundamental clear before playing the final match : Its surprising to learn football without a ball . But in a game of 22 players , the ball is with one person at a time , the other 21 just watches or can try . Be the rest 21 first , before touching the ball .
• When you are doing something Wrong and no one bothers to tell you or teach you that its wrong .....its time to change since all have given up and you are at a wrong place
• Fundamental and hard work always pays
• Experience is what you get when you don’t get what you wanted
• Most of what we learn , we learn indirectly
• Hurdles and brick walls are there to prove us how badly we want anything and to show our dedication
• Wait , and people are going to surprise you . May be you have not given them enough time
• Have FUN and learn ...learn all ...its like fish talking about water
• Never lose the child like wonder
• Loyalty is a two way street
• Never give up
• Get a feedback loop and listen to it
• Show gratitude
• Be good at something : it makes you valuable
• Find the best in everybody : no matter how much you have to wait for them to show
• Be prepared : LUCK is where preparation meets the opportunity

Happy Diwali :)

Dr Jayanti is always excited during this period of the year . One -  its all festivals , second , its her birthday which falls in this month . So from past 1 months , things are so pink at home . All activity assigned to me has been with tight ETA , but as always , i have missed them all :(

She is the one who is even taking care of the area which were assigned to me ...lol

She has always been fascinated by light and colors , very much visible from her excitement .

She is ready again , the complete house is ready , cleaned , bright and up to the mark .....except me ..still on bed , still have to brush my teeth .

Wish You A Very Happy & Patience Diwali Jayanti