Happy Diwali Maa

All lights seems to be dim and dull now . Its 1 am now and today I am not able to sleep . Since my father has gone to my sisters place , I am in his room .

Thought of viewing my wedding CD as I wanted to see my mother . But now I am not able to gather that strength . Things have totally changed .

Diwali used to be fun and excitement for me . But from the time Maa has left , its meaningless .

I something feel I am doing injustice to Jayanti as she is excited and she doesn’t get the response she expects from me , but I am helpless and in no mood .

One more Diwali without maa.

Park or Food

Is this topic justified . You always compare an apple with apple , not an apple with orange ... right ?
I know my topic is irrelevant , but that’s what CM of UP has done .
When half of the population in UP is fighting hunger and basic medication , CM Mayawati is busy inaugurating park worth 679 Cr . What purpose this park solves is beyond my thinking . But I haven’t seen a politician who has been so high on ego that she has installed her own statue. Its like most of the middle east countries which is ruled by dictators . But Mayawati has forgot the recent outburst of people there . I can see the same outcome here as well in UP because what we need is not park , but basic amenities like food , water and shelter .
Where our politicians are heading is unknown .

Jagjit Singh - Vacuum forever

Today at 8.10 am , ghazal mastro left us for ever .
I have been listening to his ghazalas from a very early age as my father has been die hard fan of jagjit singh . My father was also very upset today .
His voice has been reason for ignition of so many emotions ...both Happy and sad. He has left a long silence unfilled.
May god rest his soul in peace and give strength to all family and friends to bear this great loss .