उनके देखे से ....

"Ghalib" .....no one is even close to him . The way he describes life , it just touches you within . I have been listening to Ghalib songs from my childhood as papa is a great fan of Ghazals and he still is . Came across once such ghazal today and its just ........

unke dekhe se jo aa jaatee hai munh par raunaq
woh samajhte hain ke beemaar ka haal achcha hai

dekhiye paate hain ushshaaq buton se kya faiz ?
ik birahaman ne kaha hai, ke yeh saal achcha hai

ushshaaq : lovers
faiz : profit 

hamko maloom hai jannat ki haqeeqat lekin
dil ke khush rakhne ko, ‘Ghalib’ yeh khayaal achcha hai

अपने हिस्से का दर्द

I was with my closest being in hospital few days back . After waiting for hours, my turn came to meet her in the ward. I entered and when I saw her , my eyes started flowing . I could feel the pain , and she was speechless due to intense pain .

Came out and prayed ...god , give me all her pains .

My whole day went thinking about her and the state she was in .

Yesterday , she was feeling better , finally discharged .

On call , I told him the same thing , that I prayed to god that give me all your pain , and her answer was a surprise …too mature to hear from her :

"No , everyone has to bide own share of pain on this earth "

Yes ……

She is no more my little angle , she has grown .

Sweet Companion

Love is the most powerful force in this universe and one of  the best its displayed is in between two people : Couple

Some loves are for lifetime . Others are destined to last for some time and then the two lovers part ways , either by choice or by fate . But in any case , one thing is true that when love enters our lives , it never leaves without transforming us at the very depth of our being .

Intimate relationships are powerful teachers .It shows us when to hold on more closely and when to let go .

At time things are spoken and expressed for understanding and sometimes …..its felt .

न जाने किस गली में

Papa got a news today that one of his close friend's sister left for the heavenly abode. She was very close to papa and treated him as his own brother . Papa sited this famous lines of Bashir Badr







कभी तो आसमाँ से चांद उतरे जाम हो जाये
तुम्हारे नाम की इक ख़ूबसूरत शाम हो जाये

हमारा दिल सवेरे का सुनहरा जाम हो जाये
चराग़ों की तरह आँखें जलें जब शाम हो जाये

अजब हालात थे यूँ दिल का सौदा हो गया आख़िर
मोहब्बत की हवेली जिस तरह नीलाम हो जाये

समंदर के सफ़र में इस तरह आवाज़ दो हमको
हवाएँ तेज़ हों और कश्तियों में शाम हो जाये

मैं ख़ुद भी एहतियातन उस गली से कम गुज़रता हूँ
कोई मासूम क्यों मेरे लिये बदनाम हो जाये

मुझे मालूम है उस का ठिकाना फिर कहाँ होगा
परिंदा आसमाँ छूने में जब नाकाम हो जाये

उजाले अपनी यादों के हमारे साथ रहने दो
न जाने किस गली में ज़िन्दगी की शाम हो जाये

Feed

Once you lose your mother , there are few things which are gone for ever . Being away from home for a long time , the only moment to meet her was when I used to visit my home town , or she traveling to my place .

But these moments were not so frequent when you start working . But above all , there was fun being with maa at Bokaro . I remember getting feed from her . Age is never a bar for such act with your mother .

I miss that emotional touch and care every moment . It is priceless