माँ तेरे जाने के बाद।
पलक बिछाए मेरा इंतजार अब कौन करेगा,
माँ तेरे जाने के बाद।
मन के भावों को चेहरे पर,
तुम बिना बताए पढ लेती थी।
छोटी-बडी सभी उलझनों को,
तुम झट से सुलझाया करती थी।
पोंछ पसीने को आँचल से,
स्नेह भरी पुचकार अब कौन करेगा,
माँ तेरे जाने के बाद।
I have learned the power and necessity after the birth of my daughter . She is 4 now and I just love hugging her .
I am talking about the most normal and natural how of love ,that generates nothing but warmth, affection and a feeling of acceptance.
Hugging is almost my daily ritual. In fact, there are times in a day when I think , have I hug my child today .
Hugging can do wonders for a relationship. Everybody loves a hug and my daughter too . I feel , the best way to show once extreme emotion and affection is in the form of hug .
Finally the tests of life has started for her and I can only
wish that she enjoys every bit of the journey , irrespective of the
outcome
Most precious in my life , she is just 4 now .
Started with her Nursery journey few months back and it
seems start of my journey as well .
Its impossible to express my feeling in words , each moment
seems a special gift from the divine .
The class have stared and the school is done with A-J and
1-10 .
My baby is still in the process of moving beyond D and 4 :)
...and in the process I am also stuck .
its so difficult to explain each word while writing .
My syllabus in Nursery are patience & perseverance , and
believe me ....its not easy ....I know you all have as well went through .
Finally yesterday , he called the local guy who made
mattress out of cotton . We took the mattress to his shop and finally after
through inspection , he came to a conclusion that this matters cant be repaired
because the cotton is dead , cant be reused and refilled .
The only option was to go for a new mattress .
I could see the pain of losing one of another last
possession he had from Bokaro . May be these are the items which make him be
attached to his memories with Maa .
Finally the new mattress was delivered yesterday evening ,
but the whole day he kept telling me about the story of the old mattress .
My past has been so glorious and happy that now , every weekend , most of my time goes in bringing back my past to Present .
The time spend with my mother , my sisters together and the
old Bokaro days , resource wise it was not so fulfilling , but there was a satisfaction
that we all were together .
I also had a pet named "Jhumi" . She was the 7th
member of the family , present all around and at all important functions .
Sometimes you never know the value of a moment until it
becomes a memory . This has happened to me as well .
My daughter was born on this day
She has turned 4 now
We were celebrating pre birthday cake cut almost 5 days in advance
Even after 13th April , we celebrated post B'Day celebration for next 2 days
She was so excited and so were we
I wait for this day the whole year
Happy birthday to the baby girl who made me the proudest father on Earth!
May your journey through life be smooth and filled with exciting adventures!
I love you!
You still live within me ...every moment .
Dear Maa & Jhumi
Wish you both a very happy new year 2021 . Each year I miss you more and more deep down within my heart .
Pray for you and hope you are happy where ever you are .
