Bounce Back in Life Is Important

My brother Aman always says that my risk taking appetite is exorbitantly high .

Even at work , I do the same thing .

Everyday once I am back home , I think , is he right .

Do I take too much of risk in life . Is my though on how to plan future is wrong .

Is my mantra of " Plan your today " wrong ?  

So when I think of Risk , my first question to myself is " what is that I control in life "

And to my surprise , the answer is " Nothing "

There is someone else who controls and manages my life . Then how come there is risk in what I do and decide .  

I still feel , there is just a need to plan "Today" and go behind your dream , even if that seems too risky .

Let Go Off

At times it `feels the happiest people on are those who have learned the art of "letting things go off "
I try to hold off my past too tight and every day once I am out for office and drive , it all starts with my days almost 30 years back till 2008 . It feels as if the life before 2008 and after has been a new birth for me and may be for all back home , my sisters and my papa .
The reason has been my mother who left in 2008 . I too understand that this has not happened to me alone and also aware that this is not the end . It will happen again and will happen to everyone .
But somehow I never learned the art of letting things go off .
Theory sounds good to me and I do agree , but am still not a follower of " Letting things go off "

SugarCane

My daughter loves sugarcane like I do . She is mad about it although she is still small .
So its my task to get the exact frame ready for her to pick and chew .
The small pieces of sugarcane is kept well placed and she will pick one and chew .
I am the apt guy for this activity ...and she knows that

Inevitable

This is the time : 9:45 PM IST and day , around 12 years back when I received the call with the news that Maa is no more with me .

Life has changed and so has been for my sisters and papa .

Why to be so surprised about . Its tough , but people who know the trust about death seems calmer and more contaminated .

I should understand and accept that anyone around including me can leave this body anytime and there is no indication or invitation for the same .

Today in Ashram , as usual , my prayer goes out for Maa and her wellbeing . Wherever she has been , just pray for her happiness .