Aapki Yaad Aati Rahi Raat Bhar

Aap ki yaad aati rahi raat bhar
Chash-m-e-nam muskuraati rahi raat bhar
Aap ki yaad aati rahi raat bhar
Raat bhar dard ki shamaa jalati rahi
Gam ki lau tharatharaati rahi raat bhar -

Baansuri ki surili suhaani sadaa
Yaad banabanake aati rahi raat bhar -

Yaad ki chaand dil mein utarati rahi
Chaandani dagamagaati rahi raat bhar -

Koi divaanaa galiyon mein phirataa rahaa
Koi aavaaz aati rahi raat bhar ...

Seene me jalan

So finally my song "Seene me jalan , aakhon me tufaan sa kyu hai "
pictured on Farooq Shaikh ....left us forever .
I am too sad ... "tum chale jaaoge to sochenge ..humne kya khoya ...humne kya paaya "
So all loss ...
Life is really moving at a juncture , where good news are rare ...and above all ...all my favorite things are coming to an end .
What can i do ...what should I do ...all is open and unclear ...and this year has ended with the final closure...Farooq is no more .
No words ....just some though
"kya koi nayee baat nazar aati hai humme ...aaiynaa  humme dekh ke hairan kyu hai "

Farooq Sheikh ...My Actor Has left for his final journey

My morning was normal , woke up at 7 AM . till 9 AM , all was good . Then the news flashed ...FAROOQ SHEIKH is no More .

I was shocked and sad . So my favorite actor has left for his final journey

His films were so close to me ..and even papa loved him a lot . chesme Baddor , Sath Sath , Rang Birangi ....We always used to enjoy his innocent and lovely performance . May be I have come to a stage where my loved once have started leaving me .

May his soul rest in peace .

Small Town New Year

 This month and the next one always reminds me of my small town memories . This season used to be month of party and picnic .

there were 6 quarters in the society and we used to be so close bound as if relatives .

In Dec and Jan , there was contribution from all the houses , some used to give rice , some daal , some vegetables and then picnic at the lawn of someone .

Amazing feeling and satisfaction and the level of personal effects and love for each other .

Maa was too good in pulao and aloo gomi mix . I used to wait for this month the whole year .

Its completely changed now .

Delhi is not my kind of city , still it has given me so much . I do respect , but my love still goes back to my small town "Bokaro".

May be because all my memories are still somewhere there .

Maa

If you search my posts , the maximum posts are on Maa . Even with the same Subject .

There are so many reasons. I know I keep repeating myself , but its there on my mind always every moment .

There are times when I see so many people around me , some special , some very special , some soo close to me , some concerned , some worried ....so I have been fortunate to have them all .

But when it comes to sharing my deepest feelings ...I miss Maa .

It might be smallest of thing ..which might not have excite all , but she would have.

My personal excitement on few of the subjects have always been suppressed by me since the time she left me alone .