Loneliness

Extract from how its there on wikipedia.

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Loneliness is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional response to isolation. Loneliness typically includes anxious feelings about a lack of connectedness or communality with other beings, both in the present and extending into the future. As such, loneliness can be felt even when surrounded by other people. The causes of loneliness are varied and include social, mental, emotional, and spiritual factors.

One  can experience loneliness for many reasons and many life events may cause it, like the lack of friendship relations during childhood and adolescence, or the physical absence of meaningful people around a person."

I am growing ????

I am growing , how can that be verified . Growing money , bank balance , promotion , bungalow , car etc etc  etc .

Does it anyway prove that I are growing . And the whole life goes in planning .

One fine day , sit and analyze , have we lost the charm of life in this whole planning exercise ???????

For a matter of 1000 Rs , we plan for a day . Is life so cheap . 

WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MY LIFE

 

I am tired of this discussion and feel down when money becomes more important that living beings .

I have never seen a person like my mother , complete faith on divine , resulting in each day and each moment of lively life . She was so pure at heart, with 0 calculation .

May be that was also one of the reason why she left me in just 1 hr , from the moment she decided to leave me alone .By the time I could have realized ,planned , executed ,  she was out of my reach .

I always wanted to live a life based on PRESENT  , NOW  , THIS MOMENT  , least to plan , least on calculation . But somehow people around me think otherwise .

May be they are right ...don’t know .