Na jaane kyon

Mssing you Maa 

Na jaane kyon, hota hai yeh zindagi ke saath
achanak ye man
kisi ke jaane ke baad, kare phir usiki yaad
chhoti chhoti si baat, na jaane kyon

vo anjaan pal
Dhal gaye kal, aaj vo
rang badal badal, man ko machal machal
rahen, na chal na jaane kyon, vo anjaan pal
tere bina mere nainon me
Toote re haay re sapanon ke mahal
na jaane kyon, hota hai yeh zindagi ke saath ...

vahi hai dagar
vahi hai safar, hai nahin
saath mere magar, ab mera hamsafar
dhoonde nazar na jaane kyon, vahi hai dagar
kahaa gaeen shamen madabhari
vo mere, mere vo din gaye kidhar
na jaane kyon, hota hai yeh zindagi ke saath ...

Dead and Decayed Nation - India

I love my nation and feel blessed to be on this land of Sriaurobindo and Vivekananda . But acts like these shake me , makes me sad on how this can became a nation of living soul  again.

So finally the rape victim of 16th Dec left her body for the heavenly abode. Did she wanted to leave, did she ever thought her end would be the way it happened and will she forgive all of us

Very emotional moment for all of us ( only talking about people with pure soul ) . Even animals don’t act the way we have done . Are women aliens ???

These acts are always result of dead soul .

Few things I can think as cure  : Control on self , divine fear and respect for women . The moment you feel the soul, that divine presence in you , such thought cannot even come in the mind . It’s all inner rather than looking out

I feel I have lost someone from my family . Never wanted to end a year on such note . Sincere pray - may her soul rest in peace ....hope it’s accepted by my divine ( I am ashamed bhagwan )

The Sitar is Silent

It was a shocking news today morning , Pt Ravishankar is no more .  I was fortunate to meet him in a concert in Delhi during the birthday celebration of Pt BirjuMaharaj . He was a divine figure for me as I totally adore classical music . With no formal training and just a blend of breeding from my father who is fascinated and understand Indian classical  music , I too feel emotionally connected with all the Indian classical musicians . Panditji was one of them . Its a great loss to the world as there would not be a second Pt Ravishankar . I always liked his way of playing sitar due to clear notes and vibrant feel. He had what we call in hindi "khanak " in his play . He was in true sense "Bharat Ratan " and felt the highest form in music is spirituality

Life Relived

The past 4 days were like reliving past. We all siblings were together at my home in Delhi . Didi came from Kolkata and my other 2 sisters from Gurgaon and Delhi . Guest room was full of fun till late night. It was completely  emotional and nostalgic moment. It was like reliving my Bokaro days .