Since I live in the past, it’s almost every day that I spend hours with my mother in mind.The time I spend with her , each events , all is still fresh and seems it has happened yesterday .
This word "MOH" came in mind today as its almost impossible to detach oneself from something which you know is no more , but its MOH which keeps you attached
When I was performing the last rituals after cremating my mother , the purohit asked me to finally free her "mukt" and the process for the same was to write RAM in the opposite , ie MARA and then she would be free from all of us , her soul would have attained "Mukti" . It was so difficult to write that word on the sand and even today I have not let her go . Selfish , I know I am , but I don’t want to leave her ...so strong is my MOH, may be because of that her soul is not attaining enligtment , but I don’t want her to detach .
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