MOH

Since I live in the past, it’s almost every day that I spend hours with my mother in mind.The time I spend with her , each events , all is still fresh and seems it has happened yesterday .

This word "MOH" came in mind today as its almost impossible to detach oneself from something which you know is no more , but its MOH which keeps you attached

When I was performing the last rituals after cremating my mother , the purohit asked me to finally free her "mukt" and the process for the same was to write RAM in the opposite , ie MARA and then she would be free from all of us , her soul would have attained "Mukti" . It was so difficult to write that word on the sand and even today I have not let her go . Selfish , I know I am , but I don’t want to leave her ...so strong is my MOH, may be because of that her soul is not attaining enligtment , but I don’t want her to detach .

The BODY

I was at the cremation ground few days back . All around burning bodies , relatives , friends , grieving family members , and the silent bodies ready for the last journey .

The end is final , I just had a thought that we all talk about soul , which progress and the body is just an instrument , but don’t you feel there should be a way to take the body along with soul . The whole journey of soul is supported by body , and its left back .

We are born, we see whole ups and downs, our journey , good and bad , emotions and all this is handled by body alone .

I shared the same thought with my father , and his answer was , shedding the body is important , that’s the nature of universe . There is no better way than what divine has created, even for the body to be left back .