3 Wishes

It was the last time when my mother came to Delhi in Jan 2008 . Since I was occupied with my work schedules , Jayanti took my parents to Chatarpur mandir . My mother new that if you have some wishes, its granted if you tie a thread there . She tied 3 .
Just 10 days later , I lost her forever .Few days back I was discussing this with my sister and she told me that the 3 wishes she wanted to be granted were ,
- My youngest sister marriage
- A baby for my sister who was married for past 5 years
- And a good relationship for me and jayanti .
She could have easily asked for her good health , but her priority were always we .
Now when she is no more , I think why she didn’t tied 4 threads , the 4th one for her own good health .

Radio

In the winter of 2008 , it was the last time my mother came to Delhi . January 16th till 28th and then I lost her forever on 2nd Feb . She always liked old hindi songs , all colorful and positive . As she was from a very average family , the only source of entertainment was radio . Before leaving for my home town Bokaro , she conveyed her desire for a radio .
But I was not even able to present her a radio which would have hardly cost anything significant .
Am I worth anything now , when I can’t even buy a Radio for my mother . She is no more with me . I always think, is it always beneficial to plan for future .
Its more important to plan present than future , but I learned this when I lost all .

Jane tu Ya jane Na

Lyrics from movie Jane tu Ya jane Na
kahin to hogi wo duniya jahan tu meri sath hai ,
jahan mai jahan tu aur jahan bus teri meri jajbat hai aur ,
jahan subha teri palkon ki kirno me lori jahan chandki sone de baho me ,
jane na kahan wo duniya hai jane na wo hai bhi ya nahi ,
jahan meri zindagi mujse itani khafa nahi ,

This song reminds me of my Maa
Really don’t know where she is now , will I be able to meet her again , will she recognize me ,will she still love me .................
Maa, you have taken all my happiness ...all my joy
Just one last request ...when we meet again ...please recognize me ....I am helpless Maa and I don’t even know I will be able to meet you again