Sounds absurd , but I believe in this "God finding me"There is a famous nazm of Nida Fasli and it goes like :
"Sab ki saki pe nazar ho , ye zaruri hai magar //
Sab pe saki ki nazar ho, ye zaruri to nahi "
It means : It may be that all eyes are on god, but what matters is on whom god's eye is .
Lets try to be so devoted and surrender our self , that the divine has a urge for us.
Every time I and my father discuss , he narrates this story of Sriaurobindo . Once a blind guy came to visit Sriaurobindo on a durshan day . when his turn came, one of the sadhak came to Sriaurobindo and said that a blind man wants to have durshan of yours.
Sriaurobindo gave a pause and then said since he has no eyes how can he have darshan.
The same was communicated to the blind guy and the reply was heart touching . The blind man said , I don’t want to see sriaurobindo , I just want that he seems me once.
The message is clear, the surrender should be to the limit that even the divine feels the necessity to be with me.
