Happy Birthday Maneesh

I never celebrated my birthday with balloons , i tried recalling , but its true , never.

In my office this time , my brother Aman and close friends celebrated my birthday and it was so so special .The room was decorated with color papers , balloons and even light .

I entered the room which was dark and then the lights flashed ...great way to celebrate birthday .

All filmy and I know this would have been the idea of my brother Aman .

It was too emotional and as always I was remembering my mother for whom this day was the most special day of the year . For me my birthday is a normal day as the person who used to make is special is no more . But this time , it was special  .

Life has been very much like this song :

Link for Song : Kis Lamhe Ne 

It's 4:30 PM

It took 3 hours to get all over . We started at 11:30 AM from my home , reached at the cremation ground at 12:30 . I made sure I feel her completely for the last time , touched her all over , as I knew I won’t be able to see and touch her again , and then sat aside . It took just 3 hours to see that she has turned into ashes . Everything was over by 4:30 PM and my world changed  . Its 9 years now , but I relive every moment of that day . While lighting deep today , it was difficult to feel that she is no more . Life has been running at its own pace  , but  I can still feel her complete pure love for me .