Miss You Dad

Miss you dad
I love you dad 
When you will be back dad 
I stayed back for you dad 
You are my darling dad
I feel so happy when you kiss me on my nose 
My nose is yours dad 
My chick is yours dad 
I started eating chicken for you dad 
I can only share with you dad 
I miss you in school dad 
I sang well , are you happy dad 
I want to make you happy dad 

These are the daily stats of my 7 years old daughter 

The best thing which has happened to me , my daughter 

Who Wants You When You Lose

Who wants you when you lose 

May be friends 
May be family 
May be pets 

Not sure 
but when you lose your mother 
there is hardly anyone who is there 
Expecting just love from you 

Winning & losing doesn't matter 
Even a loser , but there is no weightage 
its just love , with no reason 

Be careful 
try not to discuss with anyone 
Try to manage it all yourself 
When you break , when you lose 
Since you have lost your mother 
No one can understand 

And no one will 

Money is Money

Money is important and its very important.
But there is a limit to this as it’s with all other things.
I feel more than having money, its important how its spend.
Also, who all are benefited other than we .
I am very clear
After a Point "Money is just Money"

Now this point varies from person to person . 

For someone , it can be a lacs , for others it can be Billion.  

Live life, spend money, but it’s also equally important to spend on those whom you don't know, they have contributed in what we are today.

Future Planning

I was never a great planner . Every month , the last day used to be a mess since there was nothing left in my wallet .
Today and present were my style of leading life .
Few years back , got introduced to mutual funds , Term life and savings .
Even my family is happy that I have now learned a bit to plan and secure my future .
But I still feel there is more to it .
 
The best plan for future could be Wonderful memories + some fund .

I sometime mess with my memory , but ultimately if I am on earth , more than anything , I feel "wonderful memory " would be my best planning .

Time : Stop for me

Today morning my daughter was getting ready for her school . The school reopened after a long summer holiday .
She got up at 6 AM and was joyful as always .
I came back from my normal walk and exercise and asked her to get inside the bathroom .
Her reaction was " papa let me ask clock to stop for me : Clock stop "
I want to play more and then will get ready
And I was stunned with the idea , is it possible

If Yes , How 

PatchWork

We are each a patchwork quilt of those who have loved us 
those who have believed in our futures 
those who showed us empathy and kindness 
or told us the truth , even when it wanst easy to hear 
those who told us we could do it when there was absolutely no pfoor of that 
someone read stories to you and tought you to dream 
and offered up some moral code of right and wrong for you to try and live by 
Someone tried their best to explain every concept in this insanely complex world 
To the child that is me 
 This is the time to say THANK YOU to our mother father brother sisters and friends . 

Times Don't Fly

Today marks another year in her absence .  

The absence of someone who loved me, cheered for me and who taught me that I could fly .
She was more confident then me and my ability .
She was standing before I could sense that challenges are coming my way .
It took years for me to understand that I could fly , and when i did , she was not there to see .

I still feel lost without her.